My current thoughts.

Some things going through my mind:

• I'm learning scads about patience, faith, and what true love really is.
• I put myself out there, told her everything, and even wrote a letter. I'm serious about this. I meant everything I said.
• I can honestly say for the first time in my life, I'm in love.
• No more games. We're adults now.
• If two people seriously love each other, then they should focus on cultivating that into serious relationship... and without a third party involved.
• I feel an overwhelming peace... either way this ends up.
• She can't have us both.
• I've been honest with God, myself, and her. The choice should be easy.
  
• Life will be a whole lot less complicated once this is resolved... for everyone. Quit dreading the outcome and just do something.
  

/end Stream of Consciousness