Epiphanies late at night are amusing.

We're no longer on the same page, it seems.
It appears to have turned from "love" to "lust" again.
I'm not falling into that pit again.
Tough luck.

I'll need the strength of 1000 angels and all the principalities to resist this.

And yet, strangely, I don't feel bad about what I said.
Maybe it's the exhaustion...
Or maybe, it's the "sign" I've been looking for.

You can't keep me on a string forever.
And I refuse to throw away everything I've worked so hard for the last 4 months getting myself up to par spiritually because I'm a horny little bastard.
I'm not that guy anymore.
Once again, tough luck.

If you don't want definitions... and this is turning into FWB again... then you need to find someone else because I'm not playing that game again. Too many people get hurt... including myself.

I guess that's that for now.