I hate this sense of confusion.

It's like it's supposed to happen... but it's not.
I can't quite put my finger on it.
There's that uneasiness... with and without.

Overcoming my flesh is proving to be quite the task.

Shouldn't it be easy to give up your own selfish desires when you truly love someone?

God, please help me navigate this stormy season of my life.
You are not the author of confusion.
And I know You don't want me to be alone.
Help me to trust you with this area of my life.
Only You can save me now.
Amen.

Patience, Peace, and Resolve... That's all I want...
and a little thing called stability.