I'm truly growing weary of getting my hopes up, only to have them dashed to the stone before my very eyes.

Oh well... to God be the glory anyway.

May Your will be done, just like I honestly prayed it would be... even if the outcome isn't what I want right now. What You want is all that's important to me. Every time I try on my own, I make a mess of it. Please give me the strength to surrender my selfish, self-centered, only-child desires to You and You alone. I'm tired of the cycle. I will run this race with patience, so help me God.

Dangerous prayers need to be prayed for a reason. They really test your sincerity... not to mention your trust of the One you pray to. This world has nothing for me. He alone is mine. He's all I truly need. And I'm sorry I've lost sight of that, for both our sakes.

-Kendrick