Drivel

Regaining perspective after a failure is always tough.

I don't want to give this up.
But if that's what it takes for everything to return to normalcy for now, it's what I've got to do.

I gave it a good run... is it time to move on? I can't afford to get caught in the same cycle all over again. I don't want to be the boy I used to be anymore.

They say "with age come experience." If they only knew the half of what I've gone through these last 3 months.

Anywho, that's what's going on in my head right now... right next to the "I really hate my job" thoughts and the "I really just want to make music" thoughts.

All I want is a clear sign...